I’m not waiting for a Disney Prince
I’m waiting for someone who will write my story with me
Someone who will protect me
Someone who will take my snark
Someone who knows the value of tiny gestures
and sets my world right again when things go wrong
Someone who sees me for who I am, bumps, awkwardness and all
and still loves me.
So you see I’m not waiting for a Disney Prince.
I’m waiting for a Dimitri.
I’ve been trying to explain this my whole life!!!
THIS IS WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR IN A GUY!
There is no better way to describe what I want in a man.
Any message for Him
# no okay but look, at first her dad says #conceal IT #don’t feel IT #but then it just becomes #conceal #don’t feel #don’t feel ANYTHING #like she has to be stifled #because her powers are really part of her #and in order to conceal them #she has to conceal everything #i am sO SAD ABOUT THIS
WHY DID YOU POINT THIS OUT
#he also says “don’t let it show” #and she says “put on a show” #she thinks she has to change her personality to please him #while her dad doesn’t want her to change but he only wants to protect her and asks her not to show her powers because it’s too dangerous
This is why I’m Elsa. I was morphed into make sure I concealed and didn’t feel. I was taught to not show emotion. And people wounded why I’m screwed up.
At this moment in my life, I have let it go and living alone and free. But I haven’t really faced my issues and how they have affected those around me. I need my own Anna and Kristoph to come and show me there needs to be a change
If you love me…
At peace for once..
Finally, I feel like I finally have a hold on my life. It has been three days since we last spoke and I have no regrets. I am happy. I know there are a few gentlemen in my life that have already had a greater impact than he.
I have a good handful of friends I know I can count on and run to. I love them and am so happy that for some STRANGE and ODD reason I TRUST them. I really trust them. I hope nothing bad lies in future, but for now I’m going to enjoy their presence. I hope they will tolerate my insanity for a little bit longer <3
Seriously want to see this movie!!!! God reads the phone book!!!
but guys, you realize Morgan Freeman had to read those lines
LOOK AT THE GUY HOLDING THE MICROPHONE
Time to move on..
1. You will always be in my heart, but I’m tired of you treating me like dirt and pushing the blame of your ways on to me. I loved you. I don’t anymore. Yes you were there for me when no one else was around, but you are not there for me now. I’ve shed too many tears for you. I expressed too much self hatred for things you have said. I’m done with you! I have meet guys who are much more respectful than you. More honest than you. More of a Man than you! Yea fine I’ll be your Friend, but DONT EVER expect me to be your Girlfriend.
2. I have my walls up. Mostly because of past experiences especially with the person I talked about it 1. But I’m scared to open up. Scared of the comments and judgment. I’ve gone through hell and back, and am not sure how to feel around people that actually care about me.
3. Stop with the rude “joking” comments. If you really want to be inclusive.. Don’t just show the world you stand for equality and respect, if you’re not even respectful to the people right next you. Racism and suicide/self harm are major topics I don’t stand for. There are fine lines for both topics. Just know I’m not laughing. If you want to understand more why I’m serious on the subjects, ask me. Your actions affect others’ mental health. Watch what you say!
4. IF I SEEM EMOTIONAL, do me a favor! Get me alone and ask me how I’m REALLY doing. Chances are I’m holding it in and really need a friend. I’m not one to talk your ear off, I just really need a friend. If you don’t want to be my shoulder to cry on, take my mind off things. Go on a walk with me or watch my favorite movie with me and don’t judge me. I just really need a judgement free environment.
I know, it’s only a story, but for so many it’s more than that. It’s a world, all on its own where we want to put on the sorting hat.
Love having friends like this
All Heroes Apply Here..
I need a hero. Heck just a lending ear and a shoulder to cry on. Yea I might seem pouty at times, but for good reason. I really need to trust those around me with my secrets and stop bottle-ing up what is happening. I need someone to talk to about this summer. I need someone to talk to about my fears, my joy, my love, my hopes, my dreams. I need a hero to rely on and know they will not judge me and will actually listen to me one on one.
Today was a disaster. These past two weeks were hell. But tomorrow is a new day. A new adventure. And hopefully filled with joy.