My Lumos.

Just realize..

I always wonder what you truly think of me. And it’s a good feeling knowing that when you’re in situations like what just took place.. You think of me. I will always be there for my friends. No matter if the last time I talked to you was five months ago or five minutes ago you can count on me.
And to just touch upon what took place. No I did it for pure concern for you and your safety. I love you and want to make sure that you truly are okk. And when you look at me, I believe everything you say to be truthfully honest. I don’t see you the ways others do. You mean more to me than you know. Getting that text struck me, but being with you and hearing your voice makes it that much better. I really hope that nothing gets between us. Im looking forward to what the future holds for is and what kind of adventures lie ahead. Just realize that I love you. And know how much

Live and let go, more like let out…

Days like these just make me want to share what’s on my heart and how I feel. But I know no one will listen and even give a damn. Normally I would wish it would be back to “normal”, but now I realize that normal is no longer normal. In a way I love how it has been with certain people.. Or certain person. But the people that used to be in my life have been reentering my life. I don’t know how to handle the past and the present at the same time. I need this time to past so I can move on already.

New Girl..

It’s been a while. So much going on in my life. So many new memories. New inside jokes. New hardships. New struggles. A new me.

This time around I am focusing on me and what I am passionate about. Little by little I will share stories about myself and the people who inspire me.

I created this site originally to share my lumos, my light. And that is exactly what I will be focusing on for here on out.

I thank all of you who have bared with me all these years.. I love my followers!

This year I have embarked new adventures. A new life. I am a new person ready to take on the world. I hope you stay tuned and embark on this journey with me.

Feels you make me feel…

you seriously dont know how i feel after reading your text. Man. Uhhh.. well on another note..It took you long enough!!! This is why you are my adventurer ❤

1) my favorite thing to do to you for a good part of the beginning of our friendship. Especially when you had your hair the way you did.

2) the way you tell me everything will turn out alright and in my favor..or those times you were one of the few who were there after my triumphs

3) not like this gif lol..but how you come up behind me to comfort me and let me know that you’re there for me. and that you love me.

4) …yeah this doesn’t really describe us at all.. kinda weird lol

5) me listening to all your hilarious comments/plans. even though at times you can come up with the weirdest things..i still listen..yeah i judge. but you dont care. you always ask for my opinion.

6) we look to each other for advice..opinions..a open ear..someone to lean on

7) how we used to be when we were in those situations we hated..with people we hated. stuck around each other..making the best with what we had

8) you and your cute ways..many ways..on making me smile. you make me smile a million ways each second you are around me

9) reminds me of all the fun and crazy things we always do..especially our dances

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gotta love Naya

wiseshots:

Naya “singing” True Colors

I was laughing SO HARD

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I just don’t know…

These last few..conversations.. have left me with much to think about. I just don’t know what I feel about what I think. I know I’ve talked about the situation to a friend..but really my head spins when I think about us. I trust in what you said.. But honestly I don’t think you can possibly miss me more than I miss you.

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well then apologize for keeping you up at night

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seriously you.. especially the last one

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seriously without you a piece is missing

Starting to feel normal..

Finally I feel like we are together again. It felt like normal. Like we were back on our adventures living. And of course I keep thinking about the text that you sent me. I love it. Thank you. I needed that tonight.

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